14.5.08

Persona non grata.



I'm am so angry with you I can barely see straight, how fully and completely I mean nothing to you now. I suppose I deserve this, being not pretty enough or smart enough or funny enough or anything enough to be anything to you, but it still smarts when you salt my wounds with indifference.

Ah well, I loved you for a time although you did not love me back, and this is the price I pay for giving my heart to one who'd rather leave it in the garage to mold than give it back.

17 comments:

  1. Kat, it's like you read my mind here. I'm scared. Heh.

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  2. True story. I love that picture, even though it's a zombie factory.

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  3. Ah YouTube... but I wonder if love bites zombies?

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  4. i think zombies bite love, which explains why love is icky and gross and just refuses to die.

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  5. Whenever I think about how much love stinks, I think of Adam Sandler singing, "Love Stinks (yeah yeah)" in The Wedding Singer. Good times.

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  6. Indifference is the worst. Sorry, I'm a sucker for love, and zombies.

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  7. no apologies; i myself have been suckered one too many times.

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  8. "i think zombies bite love..."
    perfect.

    it's such a hard place. you wanna lie to yourself and say we're better /stronger /whatever on the other side of it all? (yeah, me either.)

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  9. This is what you get for dating zombies. They're indifferent ( and decomposing) because they're dead. And hungry for brains. They have no time for love, Dr. Jones.

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  10. is this the part where i'm supposed to start screaming 'cause of all the bugs? because newsflash: i love bugs.

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  11. So does Littlest Eclectic!!! He's outside hunting them for his "bug-tarium" at this very moment!!

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  12. Is that in Philly? Because I think I know that cemetery. And its ZOMBIES!

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  13. shari - when i was a kid i used to hunt for grasshoppers in the field behind my house so i could keep them in this empty aquarium we had. my mother was less than thrilled.

    mg! - i'll tell you only if you stop kicking my ass at scrabulous.

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  14. I now want to go watch Buffy...

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